Wolf said ...
Dear readers, dear readers:
have been difficult days as a sudden feeling of infatuation that has overwhelmed me. But yesterday, during the course of the evening, I an unexpected visitor.
dreamed, like so many nights, a lot of things, but it was during the last dream I dreamed of The Muse.
We were at home, I mean it was a house in which I knew she was, her behind a door. On a desk was a lot of pictures: she with her smile, her with her children, her behind a typewriter olivetti ...
I knew that would leave any minute, I worried to see her again, eager to see and be with her, but also a terrible fear, fear of rejection.
I had two Cokes in hand. The door to where she was slowly opened, I tried chipping in the bathroom, I wanted to pretend he did not want to see it, give me importance. Could not resist, to leave the bathroom we come face to face, we were in the eye. She resisted for a few seconds, I went to kiss her and she pulled away, I offered an apology, I handed him one of the Cokes and asked us to sit on a sofa. She smiled as usual, also scared me, I wanted to talk about all these years have been away from her, I tried to excuse my stupidity, my stupidity, I introduced my son and my niece, kissed her forehead, her eyelids, tip of her nose and she looked into my eyes I asked for a truce, with those words. I hugged her and went slowly dropping, I gave her one last kiss on the forehead and I agreed to that time as I wanted. I smiled with tears in her eyes, smiled also crying and calmer. I do not know if indeed this is what we need, a truce within a period of many years. I do not know if she dreamed the same thing and asked me such a truce, not the first time it gets in this way in my dreams. I woke up calm, just as in love, glad to have seen and our lips have kissed her but did not join. No matter. I dreamed about it and accede to your request. I'll give the truce that called for, I give the truce that deserve it, but I hope to never stop dreaming of it.
Howling for you.
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